IM BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hello out there! i was told that i dont blog anymore so i decided to start blogging this Early saturday Morning!

When is the last time I blogged? oh thats right in April! wow this is going to be a long blog. I promise to make it bearable. i will got blogg about the most important things that happened each month that i have missed.

MAY- this month was one of the most important of them all, I got an apartment ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaa! okay i stopped screaming. you dont understand its one of the best feelings in the world to have something to call your own. It is very small, but it was a closet, bathroom, full kitchen and room.. what more can a single lady need right? Its a start to something bigger. I will post pictures soon but right now im in the process of trying to decorate it.

June- My ex- boyfriend came back to the states and decided he wanted to live with me again... what do you think I did? i let him stay with me. I know i have to be stronger but when you are in love you do stupid things. I also had court date for something stupid I did a year ago! do you really want to know how that turned out? not to great so lets just say June was one of the worst months of my life. Im not being dramatic ! lol

On the flip side June was also the month the lakers won after 4 long years ( i think?) woot woot woot woot! and we are rooting for a repeat next year..... GOOOOOOOOOOO Lakers!

July-- wasnt too great either well at least in the begining.. My best friend friend got sick and went to the hospital for 12 days. She was in alot of pain but she is a tough bitch so she came out on top! if you ask her she will tell you that they took out her gizzard! lol I also had my rough time . I dont think im ready to talk about it but maybe one day I will. On top of everything i was going through my then boyfriend broke up and its been hard since then... we went out for 5 and a half years.. I am just starting to talk about it, i know it will take time but I will get through it soon! hmmmmm what else happened in july???? i went to the beach so lets just say i got tan. i know what you are thinking "but you are dark already?" Hey dark people still get tans okay! lol

August-- boy I think these months are going by fast. This Month is full of Bdays... full of celebrations and fun. I also had my first Accident. =( Its very tramatic, but thank God, nobody got hurt, well except my car. So for right now I amm with out a car! for those who know me Im suffering because I love to be out in da streets creating adventures! Dont feel Sorry for me I have a great friends and Mom to rely on.. My mom has taken me to work everyday, and my friend Rovy takes me home! and my friends come to pick me up or if not visit! Its a step backwards but no fear, there is nothing Jaydreamer can't do!

We started Back the meeting with the Central B's.... i can say i feel a lot more confortable now. I learned to be okay that we all have different goals and the that we are doing the meetings just to help eachother out! this time around its more exciting because we want to start helping others in need... We all have great ideas,, fundraising,starting an organization, and making a change! Im so excited because this is what im so passionate about especially with helping children that need our help... We are just starting with ideas so i will let you know in later bloggs how everything turns out... wish us luck!

Another surprise of this month is My Best Friend Krissy got her apartment. The way she is describing it seems really cool.. walk in closet, pool accesss, gym access and being on your own. You can not beat that! aND she starts the nursing Program too! wooot woot Nerd nurse here you come!

ohhh Before I forget I also discovered Karoke on Cable. I was never a big fan of karoke but now I am! ma bff and I sang about 20 songs already (in a two day span of course) its so much fun. and the best part of it all that we are not drunk hahahahha! the only thing we need is to get the dancin part down pack!

well this is all for now, I have kept you updated in this wonderful, eventful life of mine!

JAYDREAMER SIGINING OUT!!! TILL LATER BITCHES =) <3